I'hv never been so afraid to go to a doctor in my whole living life, ever. Okeh, i had lungs-infection when i was about 10 and it completely healed!!!! And guess what? It came back.
This is the crappiest thing that has ever happened to me and its even worst than that damn crushed beetle, cockroach and lizard.
I was literally coughing up a lung for about a week and my mom kinda forced me to the doctor a few days back and there, i have lungs-infection again! (And i kid you not, it IS terrible!!! I all most wanted to rip my lungs off!!!!)
You would NOT believe just how many pills and syrups i gotta force down my throat EVERY SINGLE SOLITARY DAY and i tell you, i dont think i can take it anymore. *sticks finger down my throat*
All these medications are going to make me gag up so badly one fine day that there wont be another tomorrow for me. :'(
ONE MORE THING!!! Those medicines that i'd taken is making my hands tremble so badly i kind of look like a drug addict who has been drugging myself for 17 years. (Okeh, how the hell am i going to hold up a pen and write when school starts?!?!?!)
JUST HOW AM I GOING TO WRITE?!?!?!?!?!
Also, the thing with being a new kid in a completely different school is still freaking me out i wish i could dig up a hole and hide forever.
I feel that i look like some living-dead girl in the picture above which is kinda funny! HARHARHAR.
Harhar. Hell, i just woke up and then i wanted to snap a picture of myself = the picture above. xD
My mom keeps ranting at me for not going to the doctor earlier which resulted to this. (How the hell was i supposed to know things were so serious? I mean, i thought it was just a normal cough. I think im going to look like crap for about at least a month)